Stop Pushing Me....You I.D.I.O.T!!!!!

WHEN U SAID IT'S OVER...FINE I WILL ACCEPT IT...but.... a persons name GUY...u shud keep ur words in mind...don't u ever dare only to said so...u have to keep ur words MAN...at least...so it's no doubt bout it any more....


when i try to go away from ur life...as u mention..DON'T BOTHER ME ANYMORE....(i try my best to follow ur instruction)...


when my feeling getting heals...y u dare to accross in my mind...i don't ask u to do so...n i never ask u or said sumthin like...(DON'T BOTHER ME K)....I never speech out that kind of word...but u never cares bout my feeling...u dare to do so...my life is getting so dark as before...i do nuthing...but is like i have done a big mistake that i never think i've done it before...its ur speculations...not mine...


So...MAn...GUY...plz don't judge me like that...it's me...me..me... a person that really cares and loves u so much....love u more than nuthing...instead of appreaciating my feelings, u choose to be an ignorance person... 


hey...can u do that?...can u do this?....stop pushing me you idiot...is like im nothing for u...me...human being too...have feeling...have my own pride...
Where is your respect dear????....

~Love tree~

Love Tree

..........Love tree.............

From a smallest seed,

It has been grow day by day,

I haven’t  feel that kind of feeling,

Is like im planting something in my heart,

It starting to grow and heal my sickness,

Now I understand bout this feeling,

It’s only show in four letter…

L.O.V.E…

The tree love is in my heart, my soul, my sadness, my happiness…

I starting to know bout the sadness and happiness,

It this can be a part in L.O.V.E meaning???

Im wondering…

You are a though one,

You can heal my wound,

You can cherish my life,

Even if im sad, you will make me laugh…

Oh L.O.V.E…

I’ve been felt into you,

If I left u, I will regret…

I can’t live u walk b’coz it make me feel sick,

I can’t live u cry b’coz it make my heart broke,

I can’t live u talk b’coz I don’t want to listen a bad words…

It is because, I really felt into you,

L.O.V.E,,,,

nitez saying....

i jes wanna say sumtin b4 i go for a sleep...im just wondering...y people olways told dat every fighting in da r/ship shows a strong bond between dat both people(mean si cewek n si cowok)...but sumtimes d fighting will make the relationship more worst..it's not suit will all those partners...tp ape yg dorg tengok dr segi tuh huh...aku berkire2 n tertanya2...me think lar...if both of sang kekasih tuh can get a better solution for d fighting...maybe it will bond it relationship(love edition...hahahahah) more closely...but for d sang kekasih yg xpat nk find a better solution, then their relationship may will end soon, or even after....

cem hero bollywood x (ceh perasan lebeh)

old people saying"gaduh ni da jadi rencah lam sesebuah relationship" or "from d fighting we can know more better bout our partners characters"....me think so too...but nowadays we can't predict d unpredicted situation or   event (wut so ever...bla bla bla)....


hurm...from my experience...till now im still had even big or small fight with my partner( Nor Azli Ismail)..but from that situation it teach me more to learning n understanding my partner characters, his attitude, his like/dislike n so many many many many moooooooreeeee....


but...our relationship is still working..it has been almost for 3 years...yeah...so great...even he's not so handsome like HOLLYWOOD ACTORS but his face look likes BOLLYWOOD ACTORS...HEHEHEH...
from dat to day my love to him is more growing (coz every minute my heart will flourished wif his love quotes..hehehe)...


it almost 12 a.m rite now..im counting for 5 minutes left to take a sweet dream nap....

@#$ HanG OUt TIme $#@

wanna go out..looking for fresh air...nk ilangkn serabut kt kpale...T.E.N.S.I.O.N....

~* Opssssss....sory 4 interrupt (bluek bluek bluek) *~

Me ThiNk Of Him.....

kinda sharing my feeling dis nite...me think miss him so much..bout 2 days no text from him...kinda busy wif his job...me guess...

ME

L

hope dis kind of quotes will cherish my day wif him...hehehehehe

O

V

~hUjAn~

Tepat jam 12 a.m..........


UUUUUrm...tibe2 ngah syok on9 leh lak ujan turun...dengan alunan muzik yg dilagukn oleh sang renyai HUJAN membuatkn mate aku nk tertotop...fuh...dasyat sungguh ciptann ALLAH S.W.T ini...aku sangat sukakn hujan...

hujan membuatkn hati aku tenang...hujan diibaratkn seperti ia meluahkn rase hati pabila ia menitiskan titsan air hujan dan amatlah dihargai kepada makhluk ciptaan ALLAH bg menyuburkan tanaman masg2...x terkecuLi aku....emosiku diibaratkan seperti air hujan yg mencurah2....
setiap kaLI ku bersedih...akan ku titiskn air mataku...syape kate nangis ni menjatuhkn keegoan seseorg...bg diriku...ia kadang kala betul dan kadangkala x jugak...perisai air mata hanye berkesan ketika kite betul2 tgh berduka cita...al maklumlah hidup kite ni kadang2 eppy n kadang2 x...ade pasang surutnye...macam air hujan...bile lebat turunnya titisan hujan maka pasanglah air n vice versa...(hehehe ntah betul ntah tidak aku melalut nih)....


air hujan same gak cem sesebuah perhubungan...hahaha...bile tengah mendung tuh ibarat sang jejaka nk APPROACHES si gadis...n bile da nk start hujan tuh...si gadis da APPROVE RELATIONSHIP WITH DAT GUY....hahaha...bile hujan lebat sang kekasih lam keadaan yg suram(have a fight, jelousy, love triangle, break up n etc)...hahaha...bes gak aku ngarut tgh2 pg bute ni...hope mlm ni x black out cem ari tuh...potong mood ngah syok dok layan game...tup tap tup tap da gulap gulita....

kegilaan musim cuti sekolah

haaaaa....kesempatan time2 camni la ibu bapa akan sebok tuk pilih tempat2 menarik tok bercuti bersama kuarge mereka...banyk tempat2 menarik yg boleh kite kunjungi...nape nk habeskn mase tok pilih tempat yg luar dr negara kite sendiri...da lame rasenye x bercuti bersama kuarge..yela parents sebok nga kerje mereka...n then kami lak da besar...so banyak la kitorg spend mase n go for holiday wif our frenzs...kinda interesting...

haaaa...ni adalah tempat dimana me myself xpernah pergi lg...it kinda weird coz im never been there for entire of ma life..but im sure some day i will be there...

tempat ni cantek kan...ni adalah Bako National Park...

this creation is so nice...wanna be there too someday...heeeeee

where am i now??????guess... where this statue came from...hahahaha...

im wonder if u might be noe rite....

thats Langkawi Island...

as u noe guys...my trip to go there slalu je x menjadi...dunno y...

mayb its not my turn yet to be there...Langkawi wait for me yeah...

wanna be there soon...(my hope)

thats all for now...i will cont on da next story...i wonder if i can go through all these places for next year...may good bless my pray...hope to be there so soon...P.E.A.C.E.........

RoTi CAnAi

hahaha...sape la yg xsuke mkn roti canai..

sume org suke...alhamdulillah kenyang perutku setelah menyentap roti sebanyak 2 keping...pekene pulak dgn teh tarik...memang heaven lah....bertuahnye rase stay kt malaysia ni...haaa lau nk tau roti canai ni slah satu makanan tempatan yg sangat digemari even for local people and also for the tourist as well...hahahaha...jgn terkejut lau "MAt Salleh" pon gemar roti canai ni...

                                              tengok...dorg pon bangga dapat pekene roti canai ni....

selain roti canai banyak lg makanan tradisional yg terdapat di malaysia ni...haaaa pasal story jenis2 mknan yg terdapat di Malaysia ni kite sambung lain kali erk...alhamdulillah...thank ayah belikan kami roti canai tok minum petang...hehehehe :D

_jiwa kacau_

da lame rasenye aku x update my blog...

rindu lak nk coretkan sumtin kt my blog wall...

malam ni ntah nape aku rase sunyi sangat...

sunyi yg menusuk sanubariku...

segenap hati yg inginkan riak suare...

hati yang inginkn kepastian...

adakah aku mencari sebuah jawaban?

jawaban yg entah dari mana...

aku sendiri x pasti...

perlukah aku mencari jawaban...

kerna ku tahu semua yg terjadi telah tertulis...

telah ditetapkan olehNya...

hanya kerna aku insan...

ibarat kain putih...

lembaran yg kosong...

yg akan dicoretkan tentang sebuah kehidupan...

aku tertanya- tanya...

adakah aku berhak untuk mengugkap sebuah perasaan...

kerna ku tahu,...

setiap insan mempunyai peluang...

hak untuk bersuare...

aku sunyi..aku sepi...

ibarat tiada titik noktah yang perlu aku rungkai....

ahhhhh...malam yg sungguh kejam bg diriku...

apakah ada alasan untuk semua ini...

sesungguhnya...

aku tahu...

di sebalik tanda soal...

tiada jawapan bagi semua ini....

p/s: aku xpaham ape yg aku coretkan...

tp ni persoaLAn yg aku pun xpasti pengakhirannya...

coretan di kala kesunyian...

dingin malam yg menusuk ke tulang hitamku....

~Eid MubArAk 2010~

hai selamat hari raye.....

aidilfitri mulia....

ampun maaf di pinta....

mensuci hening dosa....

setahun menghilang....

sekarang menjelma....

hari yang bahagia...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.....

fuh raye taon ni nak kate x meriah p macam meriah....

banyak tempat gak la aku jajak....

hahahah....nak tau dengan sapew....

mesti la ngan adeq aku n nga my lovely boyfie....

hahaha.....

da la baju sedondon lak nga adeq aku...

ade sorg makcik cakap { hai dek...kembar ke baju same ni...

ape lg...kami ye kan jelah...hehehehe =)}..

pastu nak dipanjangkn cite....
taon ni aku xdapat duit raye lsg...

sume pakcik2 n makcik2 ckap aku

da xlayak dpt duit raye,...

ko da besar la deq....

xyah duit2 raye2 lg ni...

monyok je aku...

tp xpe...

jnji dpt beraya nga bf...

epi je taon ni...

hahaha....

ni ade la ckit tatapan tok korg sume yg sudi nk tgk gmbr

raye ktorg...

**Break FasT @ WakAf Che Yeh**

hehehehe....

ari ni aku berbuke puase d wakaf che yeh...

nga my lovely adeq (Gyra Yoshe)...

hahahaha...p lauk2 nye xsampai2 lg..

peyot da xthan ni lapo...

Sayang...(my boyfie)...

aku kt kedai mkn die ni...

p die lak sebok lyan customers...

hukhuk...

syang...mane nasik ayang...

da lapor sgt ni...

menu ktorg ari ni...

sup belut

+

daging masak merah

+

telor dadar

+

ikan sumbat

+

tembikai

=

waaaaa.....sedapnye...mane lauk2 ku ni...

td g bazar beli kerabu mangga...p bile da nak buke....lauk tu lak da basi..

mak cik tu ckap elok je...

bole je mkn mase berbuke...

nak wat cane xde rezeki....

k lah....lauk ku yg sedap da nk siap kot...

aku nk tgu...

t kte sambung lg erk....

S.E.L.A.M.A.T B.E.R.B.U.K.A K.A.W.A.N2...

~mee udang + sirap bandung = B.E.R.B.U.K.A P.U.A.S.E~

Ari Ni aku rase tu je menu tok berbuke puase....

aku da xtahu nk makan ape....

hehehe...

even aku ni name je dok kedai makn...

p mkanan kt kedai sume aku da bantai...

da bosan kut....

yele.....peel memang la...bile dok jauh dr umah tu je routine harian aku...

belei makanan kt kedai makan..

urm....destinasi bazar ramadhan pd kali ini ialah.....

nk g jauh kete abah aku pake...

tpakse la aku jln kaki g bazar yg berdekatan...

(bazar ramadhan peringat)...

skunk nie jam tangan aku bru mencecah detik 4.58 p.m....

fuhhhh...lame lg tuh ng tgu buke...

wah....tekak ni dr td meminta diisi dengan air putih...

dahaga yg teramat sgt...

panas terik ari nih...

hahahah...lam mse yg same aku teringin gak nk mkn sup belut n sup tulang,....

lau mak aku yg masak memg kaw gile arh....

da lame woo xmakan masakan mak.....

huhuhu...

menu mee udang pon nt mak aku yg masak...

yela chef terhebat di dunia (for me je...)

hahahaha.....tu jelah dulu...pade sape2 yg xsuke aku melalut lam page aku ni sory to say lah erk...

dis page is mine...none of ur buz...

lau xsuke jgn buke page aku neh...

ni jes tok mghilangkn kebosanan aku je....

da........

##~SaHur TyMe~##

hari ni first day aku sahur nga family....

yela sebelum ni sahur nga kengkawang je....

huhuhuhuh....

urm....

bile da kenyang rase cem ngatuk je....

nak tido je rase,,...

g pon nk story telling pg2 ni xde idea lak...

sumber inspirasi xleh nak sumbangkan idea....

heheheh....

t lah kt sambung citer lg erk...

esok mesti de cite yg menarik....

nyte sume....

kepada yg xbgun sahur lg tu sile lah bgun...

sempat lg ni....

~SELAMAT BERSAHUR SUME~

~DeTik 12 Pagi~

aku.....

di malam ini...kesunyian menusk di sanubari ku....

adakah aku merindui seseorang?

ataupon adakah aku hanya buat2 rindu dekat seseorang?

hanya aku yang mampu mengungkap sume jawapan di hati ini....

hari ni da masuk 2 hari aku berada kat umah (kampung).....

banyak bende aku nk wat sebelum raye menjelma....

kue raye=beli jelah (malas nak wat)

baju raye= beli + da dibeli oleh mak kesayanganku

kasut raye=xtau lagi nak beli ape, berapa pasang

rambut=hehehehe...ader org nk sponsor...(nak wat stly ape erk taon ni)

haaa...taon ni banyak tempat aku nk jelajah...

almaklumlah taon lepas xsempat nak raye puas2.....

yelah bz tolong mak kt kedai katekan....(sob3 :( )

kawan2...tgu kedatangan aku tau....rindu nak jumpe korunk sume...

yea yea yea...+)

Suasana Hari Raya - Anuar & Ellina

hehehe...sebenarnye xsabar nak tgu raye ni...urm...suke sgt raye taon ni...

ade org penting raye sekali taon ni kt kg..huhuhu....

kepada kawan2 yg suke lagu ni...sy tujukn khas untuk korg sume....

selamat hari raye....

maaf zahir & batin...

(gile xcited...padahal raye lg 2 mgu...hahaha)

~Aku YAng KeBosaNAnaN~

Life.....

hidup...

Bosan....

Suka....

Duka...

itu sume da jd pelengkap tok diri aku.....aku bosan...aku tak tahu...ape yg aku nak lam hidup aku ni....kawan2...famili....da cowok2 di luar sane...itu da menjadi kebiasaan tok diri aku....tu sume ptg lam diri aku...p aku pon sedang tercari-cari...ape bende yg aku nak selain sume bende tuh...

sedangkaN..aku da ade kuarge yg lengkap..kawn2...pelajaran...belaf(my bf larrrr)...

huhuhu....

x salah lau aku nk cari sumtin yg aku rase aku perlu...haaaa...

hobi aku...aku pon da lpe ape hobi aku yg aku suke mase dolu2 (zaman kanak2)...

urm....let me think 1st...

aku rase aku da igt...

alah...aku tau sume org ade pengalmn....

pengalamn zaman kanak2 yg xpat nk dilupakan...

lau di imbau kembali...rindu lak time tu,...

hahahaha...

mak nga ayah ckap....aku ni sorg budak yg nakal...

perangai cem dak laki...

aku ni xsuke kwan nga pompuan...

ayah aku selalu pesan...

awka tuh pompuan..jge tingkah laku,,...jgn nak lompat sane sini...

nt bile da besar kang xder org nak masuk minang....

hahahaha....lawak kn ayah aku....

alah....aku jawab...tu mase besar,...mane ayah tau xde org nak masuk minang...

sekarg aku da besar.....

nak kawin pon org tua2 ckap da seswai...

p aku lom bsedia lg la....

hehehe...nk kejar cite2 AKU lu....

nk bls budi family n sape2 yg penah tolong aku....

urm....tu jelah wat mase ni...

t ade cite yg menarik aku story telling lg erk....

daaaa......

~goodbye day~

Goodbye day...yui aragaki

Dakara ima ai ni yuku
So kimetanda
Poketto no kono kyoku wo
kimi ni kikasetai

Sotto boryu-mu wo agete
Tashikamete mitayo

Oh Good-bye Days
Ima, kawaru ki ga suru
Kinou made ni So Long
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
La la la la love with you

Katahou no earphone wo
Kimi ni watasu
Yukkuri to nagare komu
Kono shunkan

Umaku aisete imasu ka?
Tama ni mayou kedo

Oh Good-bye Days
Ima, kawari hajimeta
Mune no oku
All Right
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
La la la la love with you

Dekireba kanashii
Omoi nante shitaku nai
Demo yattekuru deshou, oh
Sono toki egao de
"Yeah, Hello My Friend" nante sa
Ieta nara ii noni

Onaji uta wo
Kuchizusamu toki
Soba ni ite I Wish
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ni aeta yokatta yo
La la la la good-bye days

n then...dis song was translate to english subtitle...enjoy dis song so much...n lurve dis muvi too...

So now im off to meet u,
I made up my mind,
I want u to listen this song which is in my pocket,
I softly turn up my volume and checked it out,
Oh goodbye day,
I felt it changing now,
So long to yesterday,
Because there is a corny tenderness right here,
La la la la la with you,
I pass you one on my earphone,
This moment flows by slowly,
Am i loving you well?
Sometimes i feel lost,
Oh goodbye day its starting to change now,
Deep on my heart, all right
Because there is a corny tenderness right here,
La la la la la with you,
If i can, i want to avoid having sad thoughts
But, they’ll come anyway, right?
When that time comes,
I hope i can say ‘ yeah hello my friend’
With a smile on my face,
When we hum the same song
I wish for you to stay by my side,
I’m glad that i could see this corny tenderness,
La la la la la goodbye day,

Da life sketsa....

Wut do u really noe bout life???...me...dunno anything...but half may b yes...or sometimes may b no...i dunno anything...for sure...noe nuthin in this life...but...we have to accept everything that appear...even we have to face it...i will...but...me...not strong n though enuf....me....like a small ants....discover da life by ownself...anyone cannot mix it....but somehow....me....should be so though...n stronger n stronger...u...im sorry...dont disturb ma life k...who r u??...y u really care bout me...i don’t allow it...sorry...me only me...nuthin can change it....
Hahahaha...in ma life...surrounded by various kind of people character...some i dun like it...but...some i really like it...but...for those that i dun like it...sorry to say...
ma life will go on...huhuhuh...

may be happy...n may b not...so....u should ready wut u will face soon...

~aSpA RenTarI~

jom kenali kami....born in 24 march 2010....starter our career from Traditional Dance Competition...comprise of 6 members which are 3 gurls n 3 guys...

we r Bach (hons) Science in Tourism Mgt...Uitm S.Alam...but since dis sem...we r now permanently as UiTM Puncak Alam students...we r de first bach here for our course...hahahaha....dance in pairs...

lets noe more bout us...nuthin so interesting bout us...but...hehehehe...we just won da 1st place...we dun expected dat we can won it...thankfull to God...for blessing us...my first victory here...

Go Go Chaiyuk Tourism Student...Aja Aja Fighting.....Fight-o....next..we will find da new protege..who's interested...come n join us...da best experience dat i ever had...hahahahah

~WonT Da FirSt PriZes~ *AsPa ReNtaRi*

~Bitter Heart~ by Zee Avi

like dis song so much...hahahahah.....da life...so hard to explain...but once we through it...nuthin can change our perception....enjoy....cherish ur life with the joyfull n hapiness....

My LuRveLy SonG

I need u.....baby

If im looking 4 u...
Will u b there 4 me....
If im nowhere...
Will u b looking 4 me....
If im in sadness...
Will u shed my tears...
I need u....i need u... i need u....baby....

More than anything u can expect...
Will u lend ur shoulder when im crying...
Will u lend ur ears when im story telling...
Will u lend ur eyes for every angel of me...
There’s nuthin dat can replace u....


If im looking 4 u...
Will u b there 4 me....
If im nowhere...
Will u b looking 4 me....
If im in crying...
Will u shed my tears...
I need u....i need u... i need u....baby....
For 3 days u left me behind....
Im sad, im insane...im notice that....
I was daydreaming....
Making da fantasy...
U r my angel...
U r my guardian...
U r my soul.....
U r not my fantasy.....
U r my reality.....
U r my destiny....
I need u...i need u...i need u.....baby.....

This maybe become ma first song...deepest from ma heart...dis song i created....
da one n only 4 him....my lurvely ....huhuhu...da first song dat i will song to my lurvely .....wondering...will he like it...

The Sudden Of Me

me...me...me.....what????huh...u wanna noe me...gtau lar....huhuhuhuh...me...i've no idea..dunno to share...but der some story bout me...quite interesting to noe bout me...but not also...me...simple...nice...humble....hahahahah...somemore...urmmm..let me think 1st...hahaha...cute...intelligence...clever...not so...simple word

me can be define as average 'Com Si Com Sa'.....let start...on dat day...da star is spread their character...sun is warming da nite...da nite dats calm my journey...oh no...push...push...

i see da head (said dA Nurse)...guess....

girl

or

boy

...uwaaa...uwaaaa...

uwaaaa...

dat was my first song dat i dedicated specel to my lurvely mummy....thank god she'd like it so much...n im smile to her(Liar)...it's too obvious dat im lying...hahahahah....how come i can do dat...me...so litle...my mum's (NaPisAh BinTi JuNoH) was so nervous...oh god..im so glad..me as cute gurl..my mum....pity to her...but she's glad to have me...she's thinking...name...Ayah (Mat NAsiR Bin JuSoH)..da name...wut should we give her name..urm...da problem was dat de nite they don't prepare my name...but u noe wut...idea comes around...Ayah said 'RoHkMaZiLA BinTi MAt NAsIr'......

on dat nite...they are waiting 4 me...da sun....de sky....da moon...de star...they become my fisrt frenzs...Mr. Sun....it my hor partnet dat i ever had...Ms. Moon....da smooth comforter...Mr. Sky...oh no...my fisrt hero...da best among da best...n Miss Star...cherish...glam...n Cute of Coz...

urm...so bored...dats all from me...dunno to share more...da rest like sleepy...n me..da cute litle gurl hugged by my mum...the best shelter...fuh...now...im hot 'n' chumel gurl...

lady u olllsssssss.....10 q 4 lending me here mum n Ayah...really apreciated it...