to en. Belog

hahaha...tibe2 rase cem nk biasekn penulisan start 'DEAR EN. BELOG KU SAYANG'...so i will use that quote after this...hehehe...cant wait to write d next story...wait yea En. Belog ku sayang....

nitez...with love

Misz Lila

Love at One Sided

this is my point of view of love at one sided....adapted from japanese muvie (honey n Clover)...the characters are Yamada, Mayama n Nomiya....

it is pain to face wif u everyday...b'coz im standing here wif regret n knowing u loved otha person...it's hurt to tell u dat i really2 like u (totemo suki desu...was said by Yamada to Mayama)...the most thing dat i can't go through is dat u olwayz make dat person precious in ur life (anata mo koibito wa...)...y u never relize me..d person olwayz beside u..the person who olwayz hoping on u...the person who olwayz willing to make u smile in every day u r going through...the person who relize dat u will never b apart from that person..but this is who i am...the person who never care bout your feeling toward me..even u never try to love me..i dun care..the only that i care is dat im happy to be close to u, to be side wif u, to be the person u olwayz ask n talk,..but there are hopeless..even u are in front of me, i felt dat u r far away from me...when im try to get close to you, you like run away from me..there one thing dat i can do is to stare u far away...

yamada told mayama dat she like him (totemo suki desu)

nomiya asked yamada to be togehter wif him

but...when there a guy approach me, i never accept him (nomiya)...coz inside me is only u...it will be only u...n dat guy olwayz hoping dat my heart will open for him..he waited wif patient...im touched..im sad coz i can't accept him...even it's hurt for me to know dat u r not in this country anymore, but u olwayz in my heart..deepest from my heart...i know dat feeling...n one day, i realize dat i've to move on n try to like him...i thought dat he never waited me..but i was wrong..he said dat, let's be together (issho ni...)....

honey n clover

dats d end of ma story tonite...fell touched with Nomiya who really like Yamada...n Mayama is not the ending (wif otha person)..

p/s: really like this muvie...heheh

8 things to do for a perfect date...

1. sentiase berpenampilan kemas n punctual.


2. appreciating all d things that your partner do while dating wif u. coz both usaha dari korang akan membuatkn "date" korang best among da best.


3. jadikn the moment interesting as you could. focus on wut would be your partner says for both understanding in your relationship.


4. if you are not comfotable wif your partner, make sure he/she know supaya both side tidak menaruh harapan yg tinggi in future relationship.


5. make your own decision with who are you going to date. sebabnye, you are going to bond a relationship, not others.


6. olwayz think posostive in wut eva you do. before meet MR. RIte, semestinya kamu akn bertemu dengn beberapa org yg mungkin not suit with you. jgn jadikn alasan tersebut that made you less confidence in your relationship.


7. the best part is that you plan yourself your best moment wif him/her. either choose the best place as your destination to do activities wif he/she.


8. untuk mencari teman hidup bukanlah sesuatu yg 'gampang'. oleh itu seharusnya kamu berfikir secara profesional dan cubelah untuk bergaul dengan ramai kawan yg boleh menolong kamu untk mencari pasangan hidup.

P/s: haaaa...ni quote from Majalah remaja edisi 1/2/2011..untuk tips yg lebih terperinci layari lah http://www.karangkraf.com/remaja 

Pangkor mommento...

ish bile diigtkn blik cem lots of funny things happened to me last time...the best part was my big arguing wif ma belaf one ( MR. AZLIE)...hehehe...memg 3 days 2 night at pangkor make me realize that i really2 miss him so much...yerla i OFF my phone for 3 days 2 night...heheh..cian die...when im off to Jetty Lumut, switch on my phone...thingking that would be he worried bout me...my though was rite,,..there lots of miss call n texts from him...sorry B...time tuh AYG geram ngan B...yel sape xmrh B suke ejek2 AYG...hehehe (but he's full wif sense of humor n romantic person)...actually time tuh saje je tutp fon...bia die rase kehilangan i for 3 days 2 night...memg x disangkal lg die memg sgt xsenang duduk..YEZZA...my mission achieved to make him worried (ceh poyo gile aku nih...aku yg perasan atau memg aku ni manusia perasaan)..wut ever it is im eppy to be who i am...hehehehehe....yela ktorg lau xgaduh 1 hari memg x sah..sampai member2 n my classmate pon da tao sal ktorg...the +WEIRDO COUPLEZ+...hahahaah...

if i can...S.T.O.P B.R.E.A.T.H.I.N.G

SEGALA MASALAH BOLEH DIRUNGKAI SEKIRANYA KITE MEMPUNYAI SOLUSI YG TERBAIK...TETAPI ADAKAH DENGAN SELESAINYA MASALAH HILANGLAH SEGALA KEDUKAAN?


bagi diriku segala kemungkinan bagi semua kekeliruan akan berakhir dengan jalan penyelesaian....tetapi segala penyelesaian x semudah seperti yg disangka...sometimes WUT WE EXPECT IS ACTUALLY UNEXPECTED 




p/s: (Quote by Lila Ayane)...

~ 2.19 a.m - 2/2/2011 - wed ~

today...im still loss...dunno how to start yet...then dunno how to express my feeling rite now...there's to much problem come n go...but there is still no answer.....how bout to think...think think n still thinking wut i think than nuthin...hurm...however n how far i think bout it, im still pending...wut shud i do?wut thing that i think? wut is d matter wif my life? how would be my life next?...all these Q come out...but there is no A...

hope this nite can sleep better than last nite n tomorrow is much better than tonite...sleep...S.L.E.E.P...

~1/2/2011~

there is no word to say...cume da lame x update my blog...maybe out of this time bz wif my xsignment for final semester...wanna grade on time actually...so no extra time to do this and so so and so....hahahahah